The child in me is crying. Hahaha....

Hey mr bus driver dude, you totally have some issues, no? The bus is packed till people are barely able to move without having accusations of molest flying about and you do not look out for poor passengers who need to alight from the bus from the front door and threaten to drive off? And when i simply ask you to open the front door, you have to rebutt me with a pathetic attempt to salvage your pride and self-assurance? Delusional. Please! I definitely do not want to take your place in that seat! I promise that i only wanted to prevent the lady from going further than she had wanted, all out of good heart. Of course you'd know what to do. You're trained, arent you? But alas, however skilled you may be in driving, you certainly lack SENSITIVITY AND AWARENESS. Of course, behind that stare of malice that you gave me, the same one which made me go "what's this guy's problem" when i boarded the bus, i could see the pain of the working class within you. Driving a bus is no joke. It's a bore, it's tedious, and you don't really get much recognition anywhere. Annoying superiors, supporting huge families, having bad days. Sadly, i do know your problem now. It may be society's fault, but you certainly lack self discipline. Of course, i swallowed my own pride and put on my own laughable facade, ignoring you, and everyone else around who heard it and got amused at me getting chided by a bus driver.

Hey, you people arent any better either, y'know. When the poor lady wanted to leave, but she didnt have the guts to ask the driver to open the door, couldn't any of you around have bothered to lend her your voice? I can only sigh and lament at the apathy of singaporeans, which makes all the campaigning for a refined singapore to seem all for naught.

This surely exemplifies how bus drivers get whacked up once in a while. And how my childhood ambition was smashed by this event. Even though it's society's fault, the child in me would be too immature to comprehend such caustic intangibles. How the harsh reality makes children cry.

I should be glad to have gained this extra motivation to find my way out of the proletariat, i certainly do not want to be some delusional bus driver intent on humiliating others. Im definitely no achiever or scholar, but im gonna make life around me a nice one to live in. No buses.

And i cannot believe that i really wanted to be a bus driver when i was a kid. THE IRONY.

OKAY, RANTING OVER. I am probably in no position to comment given that i am probably pretty flawed myself, but i am just quite pissed.

lol.

Holidays are over, and that is super saddening. CTs results coming in, which makes me even more sadder. Looking at my horrendous math and chemistry results make me super sad, damn. ANY INFORMATION ON GOOD MATH AND CHEMISTRY TUITION WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED. (: and i hope for a good GP grade.

I am really really afraid of prelims and the As. Brrrrrr.... Like, heck, i cannot imagine what will happen if i screw up.

And we STILL WENT OUT TO CATCH A MOVIE YESTERDAY. HAHAHAHAH..... i was quite surprised when everyone agreed to go out after school. GET SMART is great if you just wanna laugh and have fun, but not if you are looking for a great plot and story. Welllll, it does have certain plot twists though, but not enough to salvage the total story.

Super funny talk cock sessions for the win, seriously. The RANDOMNESS but PREDICTABILITY is super hilarious. It sounds ironic, but only some will understand. HAHAHAHA. xD

Back to school. Back to square one too, i guess.

Haha.