Witnessing the rate that my friends do up their work, complete tutorials and study (going to kap to study all the way till THREE A.M.) just plain scares me. I feel that im doing fine (okay maybe not) at my own rate, but that's really extreme.

Im super scared of the prelims, even more so of the As.

With all the expectations and responsibility piling up, failure is certainly not an option. But im really afraid that options are just for optimists.

It's certainly not helping with this genuine deja vu felt and the regular whirl that my mind puts itself into. Definitely a piece of my history that i wouldnt want to relive.

But sadly, my bad history loves repeating itself. Again. And again. And now.

Yargh.