Oh wow it's been so long. 

So much has happened. (but some things never change)
So much shit swirling around in my head.

I have no idea what on earth I'm struggling for, whether it's all worth it.

To avoid looking like a total whiner on Facebook, I guess this is a pretty good alternative just to write some stuff, to release pent up emotions, especially when there's no one around.

I think I could write an entire memorandum-length post, but heck, I haven't the time.

Oh help.