And i do not feel prepared at all. I dont know why, everyday i spend doing work, practising, i feel that ive done practically nothing at the end of the day.
Okay, this is it, do or die. I think i have motivated myself sufficiently and got my thoughts all sorted out. Im going to give it all ive got already. I shall stop being distracted, stop daydreaming, and GET TO WORK.
I seriously dont want to imagine myself screwing up everything.
But i think ive scared myself sufficiently already. Expectations from everyone, expectations of myself, losing out to peers, imagining myself screwing up my life, ARGH.
Just one more month of slogging, tolerating all this crap. and tons of pimples.
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